Waking up, zeroed in on medicine. Am I waking up at all today? Seeing lights, feeling pain. There's my cure on ice. I can walk but I will crawl there...I will crawl there. Sitting straight, feeling faint. An exhausted smile screens my words but I will hear them. Here's a phrase that we all know but I can't make sense. I don't know words but I will hear them...I still hear them. Never ran away for the sake of scars, tried not to move but she was armed and shots were fired. Now a hole in the head of this wounded liar. Never had a drink that I didn't like, got a taste of you, threw up all night. I got more sick with every sour second rate kiss everything I would never miss again. I don't know who your boyfriend is.